I'm done

It's finally happened. I've officially graduated and will no longer be attending school. I left Cornell for the last time and it didn't quite hit me until I was an hour away and I realized that I wouldn't be coming back in a few months. But I'm so happy that its over. Except for the fact that now I have no idea what to do. I mean, I usually have a summer job which I don't have and am worrying about what's going to happen next semester. I also had to make my first payment on one of my undergraduate loans. What am I going to do with myself?

Things are finally starting to wind down. Only two more days of finals then some other stuff I have to take care of. Ever since I finished my master's project, I have no motivation to work on the other paper I have to work on. All I really want to do is sit on my butt and do nothing.

It is also official that I am the only MEng left without a job offer and it sucks. What is so wrong with me that I haven't been able to find something but everyone else, including the seniors have been able to. I just want a job so at least I won't be poor during the summer as I start to pay off all my loans.